It's frustrating and I remind myself in a very Machiavellian way that it is the end result that is the most important. And while having awesome boobs is a great end result, I mean the one where I have a much lower risk of breast cancer.
My last fill was 2 weeks ago and that put me at 1200ccs. I decided to stop and give myself a month to let everything settle. I surprised myself by starting to think that I may be ok with a smaller breast size than I originally thought.
More info and pictures after the jump.
Everyone looks at my pictures and says they look huge. I've noticed 2 things. 1: they are much smaller than my natural breasts were. 2: I don't see what others see.
Well, in this picture I am starting to see how big they look.
|8 weeks post op 1200ccs|
Especially in comparison to 2 weeks ago, where I had the same amount of fluid (1200ccs). Keep in mind that the tops are up by my collar bone and need to settle down (and that I think I lost some weight ;) . While they look massive they don't come out far from my body.
|8 weeks - side view|
Sideways gives you a good idea of their shape and relative size on my frame. I've decided to include side shots to better see the settling of the expanders.
I have another 2 weeks before I have to decide if I want more fills or want to stay this size. I think I may stay this size. I always thought bigger boobs made me look thinner but having a smaller chest has made me looks like I dropped 10 lbs.
Even with all the stress, the inability to sleep in my own bed and all the pain I've dealt with I don't regret the surgery. Not one bit.
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